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    Tuesday, March 02, 2010
    I realized I've been way too nice to everyone I know. Like always being understanding for whatever lousy reasons that people gives regardless of any event or situation, and always not asking further question about the reasons given and all. That, I think has got to stop for my own good, because somehow some people just took advantage of me. Then again, it's probably because they don't see me as important as I see them in my life, that's why they took advantage.

    And also, I don't see the need to tell people that you miss them badly and everything when you don't even mean it. Because, wouldn't it be too tiring for you to try to keep in touch with people that you don't even deem them as important in your life? I'd rather they don't start all the "oh i miss you so much! when are we meeting up?" crap so that people wouldn't get any false hope of being able to meet them and all. Seriously? why bother saying that if you don't mean it? Just be true to yourself, and life would be so much easier because you won't have to deal with all the insincere interpersonal relationship.

    So people, don't try to make any promises when you don't even intend to keep it. I've also decided to not talk to those that I realized I'm not as important to them in their life anymore, so that my life can be simpler, and to stop viewing whatever blogs/facebook stuffs that they have. They lead their life, I lead mine. As cruel as it may sound, I'm losing friends for good.


    Ahh, now I feel so much more relieved after letting this out of my mind.